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Me ,again .
The day with work mates .Centerpoint .
The day with my dearest EDS !!!shopping !!!
Dear readers ,

Damn .I just dunno how to say all this .I am far away to regret .I am a total disaster .Ya Allah !Can you guys believe that I am not a good girl at all !At all .Just to mke sure it again .But I swear I am touched when I see guys perform their prayer .I just thought that perhaps ,someone can guide me through the brightness in my future endeavours .But look at me !!Ouh god !

Org kate ,org yg baik jodoh nyer dgn org baik .Means org jahat ?I dont get it .Seriously .God3 !!Hmph .

&what if we fall in love with someone that not a good person .I mean ,mcm org yg tak biase dgn hidop gny ??ouh man !aku pikiran .Aku tau aku tak baik .Ma !!!I want to kawin !!!pleasee ..haha .Dumped sia aku .

Well ,I try to as hard as I could to change .But I prefer that way .I am the type of easily fall in love with someone .I was trapped !!God ..I am so sorry .I am not a goodgirl .Ahh ...Fadli Fadli Fadli ...

Aku glerrr !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tc readers .

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Dear readers ,
Well ,mama &papa's anniversary just passed on the 23th Dec 2009 .But ,I am not really sure how many years .haha .But ,the most important &best part was ,it falls on my pay day .So ,I decided to buy for them something &I am so happy they like it .Well ,I was so confused what to buy for papa .So ,I decided to buy the transformers belt (dila ,jgn jealous) hahaa .So ,as for mama ,I bought for her bracelet .haha .Oklah tu .haha

Erm ,I am so tired today .Nothing much to share here .I will update more tmrw about today .Btw ,thanks to Vivien &Valerie for the marsmellow &choclate .I love it !!u guys are so wonderful .Muahhh .haha .

Monday ,outing with Robinsoners .I want to see him .Pls god !insyallah .

tc readers .

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Dear readers ,

Atlast ,yesterday was the officially last day for gift wrappers .I am totally engrossed &excited indeed .Ouh ,basically ,I have alot of stories to share .Ok ,here we go .

Yesterday ,yah ,was the last day .We were ordered to roll all the balance wrapping papers .Well ,it's quite bored but we laughed &hot topics all day long .haha .Actually ,my shift was in the morning .But ,I changed it to afternoon .The reason was just I wanted to stay longer there for the last day .

After that ,got fight .I dont want to elaborate about this because its quite embarassing &I have to respect others pride as well .The overall is ,it havnt settled yet .But ,dont get me wrong .The quarelling gt nothing to do with me nor Dila .haha .Its all about the seniors .But ,I admit ,it was a lil bit about me ,but I planned not to open the story for the last day .hmph .Still ,me &Dila ,just kept quite in the middle of that fight .haiz .But we laughed .

Soon ,after fight ,boss came to our place &complained that no one handled the other side of the collection counter .We were pissed of as in we were the one who left that place .But the fact is ,there was two girls surpose to be over there but they came out to help others at cashier counter .So ,we faced the blabber .Ouh shoot !

Few minutes later ,our manager came after boss complained to him .He than show up in a bad mood .He ordered one of us to go down &collect wrapping papers all that left at the basement .I was pushed &forced .So ,I go .I then ,asked to go with the one we gt misunderstnding with .But ,we seriously acted normal &went there like usually .Laughed &talked .Reached basement ,no man could be named gentleman where I have to carry all the heavy things alone with aisyah while the other guys were just looked .What the Fuck !!I sprained my back .

So ,we pushed the trolley all the way to level four but then need to do uturns because alot of costumers &we cant go by that way .So ,we used the longest way .haha .Very tired .

While pushing the trolley in our place ,you noe what ??I saw HIM !!!omg !!its totally miracle !!!I dunno how to express my feelings .I was so happy &I couldnt believed my eyes !God have mercy .I hope He sided me yesterday .So fortunate he came on my last day .I really wished for that .haizz .But ,everythings end up just like that yeterday .

When ,time for home .Antony bought for all the staff cake &we cut it .It wa so cute .After that went to sixth level to meet some others staff .Said bye to Cedric &cashiers .It so damn touched .Cedric said hope to see you all in the next life .Yeah !I cant believe I'll leave them .I love you guys !!!!sobs .

We only left pictures &presents for memories as my first experience of working .I hope this would be long last &we will still contacting .Ouh yah ,I told them already where I am from .Izyan hugged me &she doesnt angry .I was so touched she understand us .Thats why I suddenly dropped my tears away .

All those pictures were taking yeterday &some from last two days .I will miss all of them .This is the most huge experienced &what I guess ,this is what experienced called .More pixs to be upload .

But ,atlast ,all the stress &preasure reliefed .I am finally &totally free !!!today ,going out with Dila since Ema &Ika couldnt make it .See Emaa tomorrw insyallah .Well ,I am back to me &I miss myself alot .To him ,I wish to see you one day .Coz its not the end of everything .I could perhaps come down to Centrepoint anytime like Dila said yesterday .I will miss you too .Especially his hair ..Ouh DAMN !!!hahahaahahaha .

Ouh ,one mre thng ,I gt Simpol biawak almost everyday .Ouh god ,dont take my leg away !!haha

tc readers .

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Dear readers ,
Haha .Yess !!finally ,tmrw is the last day for my fake me .Ok .Don't get me ,no problem .haha .Well ,I finally free .Bout that guy ,I am trully deeply forgetting him as well .Just now gt a real fight behind the back of each other .I listened to both parties but I never side anyone for real .I just heck care what 'she' had said bout me behind my back &talk bout each other &fuck off !it just dont pretend nice if you dont to me .I boiled up for that flows only .Seriously .

So ,when I have to go home with her forcely ,I just ignored her &did to myself .Cocok earpiece dgr lagu .Lgi baik .Actually kn ,u know what ?it's better to say all the bad things infront of the particular person that you hate or not happy rather than you passed it to others that we could never trust .Coz it wouldnt end .Trust me .We can talk to you about our ass &I can also kindly to introduce you who am I actually .It just you never know me &wtf you said to them that I am a kind of attitude when I'm with my bestfriend .Well hello ??we knew each other fr 5years &she know me better than you do .One more thing ,you couldnt have been so childish .Btw ,it doesnt matter how pretty you are .It just ,in a good process ,you actually have to thanks to god that He gave you such look .That all people proud to be with you because you are pretty &adorable ,not to keep snubbing others for their weakness &trust me ,it's not me to fall on your trap .I am just a normal girl who love matured &respect others pride .Ok .May Allah open her heart widely to pardon the one that she hurted &may they forgive her .That's all .Amin .

Ouh yahh !I am madly in love &inspire Demi's curly hair .I am damn crazy sia looking at her hair .My hair is actually going to be a same as her but not that similar .haha .Like darrh ..she is an artist .Must be very expensive &standard hairstylist who handled her hair .hahaha .Mine was totally no charge .Believe me ,I gt my own hair stylist .hahaha .Still learning .Ouh yahh .Goodluck my personal hairstylist !!haha .Another thing ,my hair need treatment &I thought of rebonding my fringe .Damn !!haha .But ,suddenly my fringe look much more better already .haha .

Ouhhh !!!!so sayang to recolour my hair back to black !!I think ,I shouldnt .I gt cover what .haha .Ok ,the overall ,I need treatment &perhaps rebond the fringe .haha .But how straight my hair is ,no chinadoll suits me .hahaha .Never !I always need to slanted it back to my left eye .haha .Veryy terrible ah my hair .haha .Ok stop .I really ss right now .

Readers ,I gt one thing to share .I think ,instead of being so innocent &goodgirl ,its better to be the badgirl .I dunno .I feel like more ppl love bad one that the good .I feel like all these time I done something good were useless in the ppl eyes ,but insyallah not for Allah la .I dunno .I am random right now .I can chnge anytime .I am just so scared .I think everyone is leaving me alone .I dunno .I need something to fill this hole inside .Perhaps him .Siddiq .

I keep thinking ,I still standing here because of my God ,Family ,Eds &Diq .I can move on if He did not guides me &I would be one of my sisters .Ouh god !which one ?

Ya Allah !!!ana ashtaqq ilaika !!aku mintak maaf Ouh God !!!tmrw gonna be home .I going to cry !!ouhh !!!!

tc readers.

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Dear readers ,

I can't believe that my 'countdown' time is getting nearer .haha .2 more days to finish work .But ,deep inside ,I was a lil bit sorrowful .I wished I would never feel this way .But then ,it started already .I hate this feeling .

Well ,just now ,did helped out some rollings &packings .It obviously more boring than wrapping .Just now ,I assistanced Zaki &Seah Kai first than after that ,I helped one girl .It was so damn bored .

Btw ,I threw the highest temper for the first time just now .I really never stare at someone eyes &talk to them in a bad way .I really never .I swear .But just now ,she really gt me insane &boiled up .I just can' t stand it where she kept ordering ppl including me &keep ordering .Hello !!wtf ??I really hate to be alone in big office together with all the wannabe smarter ppl .But how could you just say "takpela .." .Its like you are the one who going to stay there .But luckily my manager like settled all this arguments &no one stay in there alone .Just watever .

I saw Cedric just now .wink !haha .The whole day ,I havent seen him ,but soon I waited for the elevator ,he just passed by me &I waved him .haha .He fucking cute sia .Wait2 .I am not fall in love with him .I just damn like the way he speaks malay is like so used to it .I really wish that he is malay .But too bad .He's not .haha .But he is my friend ..very happy2 friend .haha .Me &Dila's Bodo .haha .

Ouh yah !bfre I frget ,the seah kai also look alike with Cedric .I asked weather they are twins .haha .But they are not .So wasted !

Yesterday ,bdk Gle dgn kwn die dtg umah aku suprisingly .Konon nk suprise ah .Tapi actually mmg suprise ah .Smpi terdudok aku .Bodo btl .Mama pn satu gang !haha .Lps tu aku tros binget .Tk tau pasal ape .Drg bestfren dgn kakak aku plak .haiya .Ok forget it .

Ouh yah .2 more days .I feel like losing hope .He still hasnt here yet .Well ,everyday I go out from my house ,the two things I wished were ,to get back home &be like before &secondly ,to see him at work .But ,everything is like ebbing away .I am so terrified .I told myself to stop feeling love .But I cant .What's wrng with me ??

I need medicine .Go first Night or Morning ??Ouh Allah !!!!I need cookies !!subway one .I am damn craving for that !!!!ouh pleaseee ...

tc readers .

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Haloo (sort of sad haloo) .Actually ,mate da kuyup gle .Bru alek kje .Rabak sehh .End at 12pm but I waited for the cab ,walaueh !!hell late sia .haha .Then ,we sent Vivien first at Hougang ,then Aisha ,me &followed by Farz .Haha .Reach here arnd 2am .haha .

Btw .just now .gt so many costumers .Thats why I hate afternoon shift .Morng shift is better bt then same I have to wake up so early &that's the negative part .haha .After Dila finished working ,she accompanied me to KFC &have my dinner .I ate Zinger Student Meal (&I really cant actually remember that I really ate that .Walaueh !!when sia ???hahaha )Actually ,I was so sleepy &too much talking &the effect was damn dreaming sia .haha .I feel like just now I walked to 313 doesnt even exists .Ok .Tak phm takpe .haha .

Then ,arnd 930 I started to sleepwrapping .haha .I cant picturise my face just now .Like very wat sia .Dgn rambot tk tentu .haha .Then ,I went to ladies .Passby the luggage point AGAIN !bt no him .haha .Wat sia !!haha .Actually went toilet lah .Comb hair .Make it more terurus &pee &washed face .So ,here goes fresh rtka .haha

Next stop ,arnd 10plus ,Farz started to complained that the time passed very slow .It's good thing for me not to wear watch everyday to work because I will keep looking at it &I'll felt so uneasy &slow .But just now ,like very fast sia time .Moreover ,I made up a lame jokes &nobody entertained me actually .My bad ..hahaha .Dont care .Watever !haha .Then ,we all laugh2 .I teached Grace Malay &she teached me Chinese either .Like 19 words she learned &1 new chinese word I got .haha .Slow sia aku .haha .

Luckily ,not so many costumers &just now ,I have been praised sia .Few costumers said that ,I am very kind .I smile while wrapping even some other gift wrappers frm other shopping center showed up a dull faces .haha .Duhh ..Just now gt happy mood lah .No wonder SMILE !!&keep greetings .haha .

Kalu takde mood .Comfrm kne complain !!haha .Nk bet ??better dont cos I'll always win !!!hahaha .Btw ,thanks ahh .haha .

So ,1215 went off .Waited for cab arnd 1 hour !!damn sia !!!!hahaha .Sempat mkn ice cream lagi !!!hahahaa ..Gedebak gedebukk ....sampailah umahh .

EHH ,I gt another tacktic !!!If u are so scared to wait for lift alone in the middle of the night like me just now ,always go to few levels up &wait fr the lift there .Sure safe !!!haha .If PErogol .PEmolester ,PErompak &PENcuri nk main2kn kiter ,kter play tricks kt die alek ..gt it ??ok w !!!hahaa ..Ok nari I am soo happy mood !!!I dunno why !!!Ok su !shudddop !!!!!tadi sume da bising pasal aku non stop !!!hahahaHYPER ah nari !!!k ..c ya tmrw !!!bbye !!

tc readers .

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